Blue Lights

I rented a Suzuki Hyabusa a few years back when I was visiting home. It was far more power than I had ever ridden. It controlled me when I first started riding it. I took the monster on a midnight ride from home to Madison, Wisconsin when the roads where nearly empty. It seemed I was bent on self-destruction because I opened that fucker up and flew down the highway at a speed that scared me. It was exciting and it cleared my head of all other emotions. I actually out-ran a trooper near Madison then got off the Interstate to avoid being caught.

I also went parachuting and helo-skiing that same year even though I was terrified of heights. I was tearing my own envelope then. I ate foods that I had phobias about as a kid, some of the food was really strange by American or European standards.

The night on the Hyabusa was the ultimate because I was a relatively inexperienced rider and I chose to speed at every moment of the ride. I was in control.

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Then, by comparison I let something like being reminded of my mother turn me into a basket case.  Master coddled me though it while I  was in the throws of anxiety but caught hell for it last night at home last night.

Master ordered me to go to the punishment room. It has nothing to do with the dungeon or any sort of play. It is an empty room with a low table in the middle with nothing more that a strap hanging on the wall. There are no restraints. I have to lay on the table and take the punishment without so much as a squirm. I cannot cry out or scream. The punishment would be doubled if I did either.

Master came in a while later. "Do you know why you are here, boy"?

"Yes Master, I let my anxiety spiral out of control without communicating with you. But I didn't want to spoil the morning for you and our friends."

"I appreciate that but, they are our friends and you could have confided in them".

He pointed at the table, indicated that we were done talking. I took my position on the table. Master retrieved the strap and stood at my side for several minutes. He hung the strap back on the hook then said, "stay there" then walked out of the room, locking it behind him. He came back later to give me hell. He left me again, locking the door behind him. I "slept" there last night.

He came to get me this morning, acting like nothing out of the ordinary had happened.

To be clear about this, when I first became Master's slave, we talked about punishment. He didn't like the idea of punishment and wanted to avoid it all together. He said it would confuse the "play" aspects of the relationship. I persisted in  conditions for which it should be given. It became the only signed contract between us at the time.

No discussion of a demand or command given by Master may occur at the time it is given.
Punishment for visible or unreasonable disagreements will be intense and given Master determines. 

Significant emotions will be discussed in a sensible manner when it is appropriate. Downward spiraling behavior will not be tolerated. Punishment will be given as agreed and may be amended by Master.

The Terms of punishment are rigid and may be otherwise amended by Master. We signed that as a contract after outlining in conversation the reason I wanted it enforced. Now, punishment is more of a matter of ownership that a contract. The moment that Christian beat me for not realizing and for being disrespectful to the family (a few months ago), our relationships changed, especially with Master. The actually realization of the Master/slave began to change to Owner/property. The night in play when I told Master "no more limits" became a significant breakthrough that eliminated all contracts.

Unhappy Prisoner

The prisoner is apparently unhappy today. He is apathetic and not eating. Not eating is common for him so I am not worried about that but being apathetic is. He also asked to be let out of the irons twice, each time Wraith visited him today. He doesn't know this but three separate requests and a counseling and he's out. He would spoil this for himself.

He also told Wraith that he knows I am home and he wants to go home to be with me.

I am driving up to bring him home. I cannot say if he will remain in chains. If he asks to have them removed again, we'll talk and it he still wants out, Wraith will strike the rivets.

We're pushing the event planned for Saturday up to today. Wraith made a branding iron with my initials. My slave is not anticipating this but I know he wants it.

What will it mean to wear my identification for the rest of his life?

Christian returned from Germany this morning. Butch and his slave Daniel have graduated from the Chateau. Christian said that Daniel broke at one point but regained himself after a quick visit from Butch. The two of them are driving through Germany for a week then coming home.

Preface: Both slaves are entering into similar contracts that exclude any limitations or safe words what-so-ever. Be it known that we are aware of all of the Master’s behavior and passions and understand that we are safe in their hands as we have been in relationships for a reasonably long period of time. No slave entering into a contract with an unknown or new Master should ever offer himself without conditions or safe words.

 

Article for Master Ian’s current property:

 

Property is any physical or intangible property that is owned by a person or jointly by a group of people. Depending on the nature of the property, an owner(s) have the right to consume, sell, rent, mortgage, transfer, exchange or destroy it or exclude others from doing those things. [1][2][3] Important widely recognized types of property include real property (combinations of land and any improvements to or on the land), Personal property (physical possessions belonging to a person), Private property (property owned by a legal person or business entity). Public property (state owned and available possessions), and Intellectual property ( exclusive rights over artistic creations, inventions, etc.), although the latter is not widely recognized and enforced. [4] A title or right of ownership, established the relation between the property and other persons, assuring the owner to dispose of the property as he sees fit. Some philosophers assert that property rights arise from social convention. Others find origins for them in morality or natural law.

Be that as it may, the previous definition defines the legal concept of property. It has been my position that all people who are employed by me are owners in the property that they work to manage. There are times when I, out of practicality, must make executive decisions. This is the only time that I am “the boss”. In consideration of my marriage contract with Ian xxxxx, most of the decisions are made by him, seeking my advice when necessary.

In consideration of a legally non-enforceable existing contractual agreement declaring my consent to be Ian xxxx’s slave, I wish to enter into an addendum to that contract, with the consent of Ian xxxxx. This contract is intended to give authority to Butch xxxxx and Christopher xxxxxxxxxxx to enjoy authority as agreed upon by Master Ian xxxxx.

Before entering this agreement, I would like to make the following request; I wish to have my genitals locked in a chastity device at all times unless the Masters find reason that they may gain pleasure by exposing them.

The Contract for Enslavement:

Of my own free will, I ___________________________, herein known as the slave, hereby grant you, __________________________, _________________________, and _______________________ herein known as the Masters, full ownership, care and use of both the slave's body and mind as of;

 

                   The 25th day of August, 2014, at 2:00 pm.

                                                Until a time at which all three (3) Masters declare it void.

            

This period of time will herein be known as the enslavement term.

 

The slave will obey the Masters at all times and will wholeheartedly seek the Master's comfort, pleasure and well-being, above all other considerations the slave may have.

 

The slave agrees that the slave will derive his own pleasures from accepting orders and directions his in the relationship with the Master and that the slave will gladly accept the pleasures that the Masters provide. The slave further agrees to confess the slave's desires for the Masters consideration. Failing to do so, the Masters takes no responsibility in the consequences of the slave's failure to disclose desires, even if the slave is unable to communicate the slave's desires.

 

The slave will strive diligently to re-mold the slave's body, habits, and attitudes in accordance with the Masters desires. Also, the slave agrees to change the slave's actions and speech to express the slave's changed habits and attitudes including, addressing all others as Sir or Mam.

 

The slave will seek, during the enslavement term, to learn how to please the Masters and will gracefully accept any criticism in whatever form the master chooses without any boundaries set for the Masters.

 

The slave renounces all rights to privacy or concealment from the Master. The slave will answer truthfully and completely, to the best of the slave's knowledge, any and all questions the Masters may ask of the slave. The slave will not have access to any money except one American Express Card for emergency purposes only. The slave may not use any communication devices other than those allowed and monitored by the Masters.

 

The slave understands and agrees that any failure by the slave to comply fully with the Master's desires shall be regarded as sufficient cause for any punishment the master deems appropriate.

The slave otherwise unconditionally accepts, as the Master's right, anything the master may choose to do with the slave, whether as punishment, for the master's amusement, or for whatever purpose the Master desires, no matter how painful, unpleasant, or uncomfortable to the slave. Furthermore, If the slave at any time expresses displeasure or negativity (after one warning to stop, he will be severely punished in a manner separate from all other punishments.

 

The slave agrees to take all the experiences that occur during the enslavement term as a chance to learn and grow, and use them to improve the relationship between the Masters and slave, both during the enslavement term and after the enslavement term.

 

Signed by, _______________________________, Master,

Signed by, _______________________________, Master,

Signed by, _______________________________, Master,

and

signed by, _______________________________, the slave,

dated this 17th day of August, 2014, 3:15 PM

Witnessed by Daniel xxxxxx, Esq.  attorney at law.

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