My evening was spent in chains in the Family Room in front of the TV with the rest of the family surrounding me. Daniel told us a story about a slave at the Chateau who had been permanently welded into a chain restraint combo just like the one that I was wearing after his owner died. Daniel said that he would spend the rest of his life that way. It's sort of horny to think about it but I wouldn't want to live that way.
I spent six hours in vertical spread eagle in the dungeon in the out building today. It was exhausting even though there was no particular strain. Master checked on me from time to time. I really didn't think he'd whip me for six whole hours but he did work my back over with his black snake before he took me down.
I have this mysterious response to single tail whips. The moment I hear him gauging distance, I get so totally loaded with endorphins that I feel like I am flying above myself in a total out of body experience. I often cum during a whipping, no hands! That is exactly what happened today.
Welded into those chains sounds hot to begin with, but then what? Did he live permanently at the Chateau after that? Was it his M's wish I wonder. It does bring into focus the question of fidelity after your partner has died, Can you be faithful to someone who's no longer there or was it the slave's wish as a sort of permanent mourning. Suppose we'll never know.
ReplyDeleteSingle tailed whips. Oh yes! The killer. My M used one slowly and precisely to extract the most from my back. I loved it and hated it, Scared me to watch him getting the range if I turned my head, I more often shut my eyes and waited.
So pleased you're getting the best from that wheel.
The Chateau is an interesting place. There is a hefty initiation fee that is paid by the sponsor. Monthly maintenance fees and a pledge to give a certain percentage of the member's estate at death.
DeleteThere is a "psychological" exam and counseling session(s) at the time of application to determine the status of the relationship, expectations and "estate planning" for both parties and final wishes for the Master's human property.
With my limited knowledge, I know slaves can be left to the Chateau to live out their lives at their Master's discretion. For instance; I will be left to do whatever I want to do if Master dies before me. Other's, live at the chateau, some are given or sold to knew Masters. Some of them may wish to be terminated.
The slave who was welded into his chains apparently was sent to the Chateau by his Master.
I think "interesting" is a good description. Do both parties get a say in the outcome or is it left entirely to the Master? I'm not at all sure I'd want to be terminated although I guess that's an extreme that could also depend upon the age of the slave. I can just as easily imagine a slave not wanting to live if their lifelong partner and Master had died. Legal niceties are best not asked here.
ReplyDeleteI have to say that I feel comforted that you'll be left to do whatever you wish if anything should happen that makes you single again. After all this conversation we've had I'd not really want to think of you welded or in the chateau against your will.
Hard core slavery, only for some and then not an easy choice.
Monday evening here. I've just been re reading your blog again from September through to November. I'm so sorry there wasn't any comment on them. I didn't find this until your blog was pointed out on Metal's site and didn't want to back track as I thought you wouldn't see it. I do find it both interesting (erotic) and inspirational. I know I simply don't have the opportunity you have for your slave life but even then I'm not sure I'd be able to stick it out. It certainly brings into focus the quote you use over your main pic about strength and letting go of control. I do admire you.
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DeleteI believe in committing to a relationship and working within the relationship to maintain it. My Father's parents were a great example. They didn't always agree but they never argued. They had conversations when they were able talk calmly. I'm not always of their stoic Scandinavian temperament. I inherited some of my mother's insanity. Master and I talked about this while beginning to know each other. We agreed that if I wanted to argue or I begin show signs of spiraling lack of logic and I don't stop when he warns me, that I would be severely punished after being locked away to calm down.
I have been punished once and it was ugly. That's when I understood how important commitment is to a strong relationship and decided to model my behavior after my Grandparents, especially my grandfather.
I also read The Dalai Lama's Art of Happiness. It helped me understand that happiness comes from inside, it requires a commitment to helping other people become happy.