The Real Implication
of Slavery - Part Two
I put the boy through hell the first night of his induction
as an object. I intentionally worked him to see how far I could push him. I
gave him a safe word just for the night that he never used. He did a lot of
teeth gnashing and muffled screaming. When I stopped working him over I asked him
if he wanted me to let him go, if he didn’t he was mine until I was tired of
him.
I thought he was a smart-ass when he responded “Sir, shouldn’t
I be gagged when you ask me that question?” but I found as I got to know him
better that when I ask him questions during play that he would rather me not
ask, he will decline and answer by asking a question. I could and do live with
that, it is the best way that he can let me know I am in control of his life.
The essence of this is that in a sensual Master/slave
relationship, he recognizes that to be a slave, he has to be a slave. Likewise,
I am not a Master unless I treat him as my slave, possession and object. None
of this is easy when living in the world outside of our chosen family. We are
equal and he MUST make decisions based on his autonomy even though from the
time of our marriage, he shares much of the real life decision making with me.
We are fortunate in that our work is all done from home so
there is no separation between work life and our home life that most people
have to work around. We don’t worry about retirement accounts or health care
costs. We have catastrophic health coverage for the entire family. I take care
of running ranch accounts. For my slave, the worst day of the week is when we
spend the day in my office double checking accounts. The reality is that like
in any relationship, one is always dominant over the other. Master and slave
relationships are no different whether he goes to work, work together, what
ever the relationship.
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Everyone on the ranch is busy working. Daniel was in bondage while in the family room with us. My slave was anxious and envious but it is not time for bondage or play. I can see his obsession and frustration growing with every passing day. It's a good thing. His only outlet is to serve me and cumming when I bang his prostate with my cock. He cums but there is no orgasm.
Lucky doesn't do justice to what you've got. Reality means that 99% of us have to separate our lives to an extent you don't have to. Of course you have to confront the outside world when it intrudes, maybe not every day but as you have indicated, it does happen. I am sure that many would give their eye teeth to have that experience.
ReplyDeleteI believe we get what we deserve in this life, and I feel you must take and enjoy what you're given. Your Master slave relationship is built on love, respect and an understanding of the deeper things it brings. Am I jealous? Of course. Do I hope you enjoy the same happiness for years to come? Yes, I wish you both that.