Friday, October 31, 2014



Daniel and I talk a lot. We have private moments to talk about what our Master's want from us. Daniel began to trust Butch before they got married. He got over his initial limitations much faster than I did so he relies completely on Butch's sensibilities. He is more vocal than I am so it is easier for Butch to read where as; I go almost dumb because I get tuned into what is happening. I like to think that I influence Daniel positively.

The day before yesterday I had planned on working but Master obviously had other plans for me. I protested a bit by saying that I thought I would be able to work. Master got no more than an inch from my face and said, "I don't give a flying fuck about what your expected or want." First thing, why bother asking or protesting? Second, Master was so intimidating that the only thing keeping me from getting a hard-on was the Groethal. I love it when he cuts me short and gets verbally mean with me.

1 comment:

  1. It's interesting how individuals differ in their reactions to the same stimulii. Daniel being vocal and you being silent. I have to say that in the same situation I tend to go silent, introversion perhaps, but I think it's also a sort of mental "struggle" to get into, under and entwined with the interaction. Master and slave feeding, almost, off each other's consciousness and mental power.