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Daniel and I talk a lot. We have private moments to talk about what our Master's want from us. Daniel began to trust Butch before they got married. He got over his initial limitations much faster than I did so he relies completely on Butch's sensibilities. He is more vocal than I am so it is easier for Butch to read where as; I go almost dumb because I get tuned into what is happening. I like to think that I influence Daniel positively.
The day before yesterday I had planned on working but Master obviously had other plans for me. I protested a bit by saying that I thought I would be able to work. Master got no more than an inch from my face and said, "I don't give a flying fuck about what your expected or want." First thing, why bother asking or protesting? Second, Master was so intimidating that the only thing keeping me from getting a hard-on was the Groethal. I love it when he cuts me short and gets verbally mean with me.
It's interesting how individuals differ in their reactions to the same stimulii. Daniel being vocal and you being silent. I have to say that in the same situation I tend to go silent, introversion perhaps, but I think it's also a sort of mental "struggle" to get into, under and entwined with the interaction. Master and slave feeding, almost, off each other's consciousness and mental power.
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